Beautifully Disaster

She loves her momma's lemonade
Hates the sounds that goodbyes make
She prays one day she'll find someone to need her
She swears that there's no difference between the lies and compliments
It's all the same if everybody leaves her

And every magazine tells her she's not good enough
The pictures that she sees makes her cry

She would change everything, everything, just ask her
Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster
She just needs someone to take her home

She's giving boys what they want
Tries to act so nonchalant
Afraid to see that she's lost her direction
She never stays the same for long
Assuming that she'll get it wrong
Perfect only in her imperfection

She's not a drama queen
She doesn't wanna feel this way

She would change everything for happy ever after
Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster
She just needs someone to take her home

She's just the way she is
But no one's told her that's OK

She would change everything, everything, just ask her
Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster

Do you ever wish that you could be a person who leaves logic out of life and just functions on what their heart tells them to do? That you could throw caution to the wind and just take a flying leap off a pier and just have faith that you are going to land on a giant cloud. That everything you hoped for would be there, that it would just be...I dunno perfect? We build up these walls to keep out pain, and we cling to them closely knowing that they bring us comfort. For without them, we become vulnerable and exposed. So you wait....and wait....and wait. You wait for the right moment, the right time the right whatever. Nobody's perfect. If they think they are, they are highly mistaken. So we wait and wonder if we are doing alright and someone out there will notice us for all that we are, all that we have, and all that we can give. You wait and wonder.